There is a very good reason why I don't like to mix my school life with my home life. A lot of my friends are from central and north jersey, and half of their high schools go here. Unfortunately for them it usually results in uncontrollable gossip, lying, and other sorts of trouble. That is why I don't like to integrate the two. I don't usually talk about my Rutgers friends to my friends at home, and vice versa. I also usually don't invite anyone from home to come visit. I'm not a big fan of personal guests. I don't like having to entertain someone, especially not while I have tons of work to get done. I also like having that separation because it makes me feel like I have something beyond school. I have a family, a home, and old friends. I just wish my "old" friends didn't interfere so negatively with my life here. I'm going to have to stop slacking on my rules about my separate lives. I was lenient for a while with some particular people, but as I suspected it bit me in the ass. No more guests, no more convos, no more integration. I should've stuck to my guns on this one.
I'm so nervous about this weekend, and not for the above-mentioned reasons either. I am going to be lost. Words, emotions, actions. God help me. Please be understanding if no one hears from me for a week or two after this friday. I'm probably ok, it's just that I'm not ok.
And yet another useless post. You're welcome.
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