Wednesday, October 10, 2007

"I Fixed Myself Up Nice...

...but you never came"


No surprise here. I can't handle this disappointment anymore. I held on as long as I could, but it has been months since I let go. You don't exist. The gun was in your hand for so long, but once I realized it was in mine you stopped existing. I've known this for a while so it's a terrible thing that I'm feeling disappointed. When people tell me things I just automatically want to believe them.

I carved a pumpkin today. It's adorable. Then I cleaned the seeds and cooked them and we all enjoyed some salted pumpkin seeds. I love hanging out at Sam's apartment :)

I'm going running with Katelynn in the a.m. so I'm going to bed. Sweet dreams

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