Monday, October 15, 2007

"I Can't Be Honest With Even Myself

Did you ever wish you were somebody else?"


I'm watching a show on my computer. I'm jealous of the relationships I'm watching. I'm jealous of the tension, the excitement, the choices. Amused by the cunning of the handsome antogonist, I begin to smile. Then - the show ends. The screen turns black and all I see is a reflection of myself. Suddenly the smile fades and I am left with nothing but the reality and emptiness of my life.

How could I ever make you smile...

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