Dear Diary

It's 4:30am and I have to wake up early tomorrow if I want to complete everything I need to get done. I had to work late but it was my post-work convo that kept me up till now. That was one of the most difficult and clarifying conversations I have ever had. Finally realizing and admitting that you are wrong can be so amazing (never thought I'd say that). Now the hard part is dealing with the situation with this newfound knowledge and acceptance of fault. I wish I could have recorded that phone call. No one would ever understand unless they heard it. As soon as I got off the phone I wanted to call one person in particular that I knew would understand and would calm me down, but unforunately he has work in a few hours and it's pretty much too late for me to call now :(
For the record, New York was wonderful on friday. Hot dogs, real dogs, fashion and free transit. Can't beat that with a stick. Oh yea, the company was great too ;)

I'm off to do laundry then enjoy some sleep.