It's All On Me Cause I Didn't Want To Stay

Closure. Oh man does it feel good. He finally admitted to cheating. I admit, I purposely lied to his friend about some things because I knew he'd go back and tell him, which prompted him telling me. Awesome plan. I can finally move on. I had it in my head that he was my soul mate and I could never love again and blah blah blah. But how could that be if he has no soul? This feels like hope. I am not ready for anything yet, but at least I have faith that I will be. I'm damaged and sad a lot, but at least I can still smile and mean it.