Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Pious and Pretty with a Deadly Disease

I'll go further into detail when I have more time, but for now I just need to tell someone about this morning. My heart finally fucked up bad. I was in class and I suddenly couldn't catch my breath. I eventually had to walk out on my class because it was too much to handle. I made it halfway down the hallway...then collapsed. It took a while for me to have enough control to do anything, but I was eventually able to call 911, not knowing the people around me had already done so. It felt like a lifetime before the ambulance came. I'm ok now. Like I said, I'll explain more later.

On a more positive note, I made some serious progress with the nonsense I had been feeling for a while and I really think I'm ok. I'm grateful for so many things, and being obsessed with something so trivial is just wrong. I love myself, and that is a wonderful feeling <3

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